I’ve never hated anyone more.
On the bus home there was a group of teenage boys 15-17 years old being general boys stuffing their faces sharing food and being rowdy but at one point they started talking about girls but they weren’t saying things she’s sexy as fuck or I’d tap that, instead they were saying how cute the one girls laugh was or how pretty another’s eyes where when she smiled and they were blushing and getting embarrassed.
IT WAS LITERALLY THE CUTEST FUCKING THING EVER
Doctors tomorrow morning to get my hormonal shit sorted out and maybe I will start feeling better and a bit more me.
I’m fed up of feeling down and not wanting to do anything. I’ve got so much to do, yet the only things that have been keeping me happy are making jewellery, painting and going to the gym.
Other than that I don’t want to get out of bed. I hate feeling this way and haven’t for a very long time. I’m getting more and more paranoid and anxious now too.
Hopefully a chat with the doctor tomorrow will help me get my head around things and help me get back to normal.
the two most wonderful types of boys.
1. Well dressed
2. Not dressed